SO..I noticed all my journals are short and anti-social >-> * is shot for not being a fucking butterfly*

So I decided to make a long one with all my life crap blablabla.
Anyway, so I've been here in this new home for a couple of months. I got over the" Cha, no home fer meee" you never have a real life...life's all changing and I should embrace it I suppose. :0
But I do miss my old friends back in cali. The place was....well, my situation made it dark and depressing. thinking back, I couldn't even look into them mirror without feeling disgusted with who I was. I feel better about myself..my soul feels somewhat at peace, but the price was my friendships back there. I met and love allot of people still there. I hope they keep me in their hearts like I keep them. ( LOL HOLLY I LOVE YOU GRL. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY. C: I see you like a sister. <3 AND HOSH..and dante and everyone else GONE AND RIPPED FROM MY HEART..lawl emo)

I'm hoping to go visit them for a week or two..good old family and friend time. I hope...if not, I'm hoping a few of em can come to where I LIVE and visit for a bit. Come to my new apartment or something....<333 We'll see buddies.
I aalso have a heart for my internet friends. I may not know you or talk to you allot, but I do want all of you to be happy and want the best for you. C: Please trust me when I say I'm here if you EVER need someone to talk to.

ANYWAY, I need to finish allot of art owed to others.lol